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I'm not trying to harp on past issues or bring back previous conflicts. but for a week there was an open discussion in the mod boards about your current moderator status and nearly every active moderator participated at least one post. you never once tried to defend yourself. back then I assumed that you just given up and were just testing to see if citrinate would actually demote you. but after seeing that message from cit I understand that you may have just been trying to avoid further conflict.
whatever the reason you were given an oppertunity to defend yourself and express your side of the story. it just wasn't as private as you had hoped. again I'm not trying to harp on past conflicts. just expressing my opinion as we completely cut communication around that time frame.
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It may be a past issue, but its still one issue that was never solved, never discussed, and only ended up with me being targeted by the moderator board which resulted in me being demoted. So I think this is a perfect example of why the moderator section is rubbish since I have been there before and experienced a good amount of time in there.
I was in two minds, one part of me really wanted to post and defend myself but I didn't want to post because I wanted the fighting to stop. You guys kept on going on making all of these degrading posts about me. I had citrinate message me asking me to stop, which I did, and I still got demoted in the end anyway. I hate to be the person to put the blame on anyone, but I really feel citrinate is the one to blame here. He kept you guys in the dark about that PM he sent to me, you made that thread thinking I didnt want to change and I hadn't changed when I honestly was trying. So what was I meant to do, go in recklessly trying to defend myself or just try and be mature and move on like citrinate instructed me to do so? I picked the latter, which still ended up with me getting screwed over because in the end citrinate couldn't be bothered dealing with it anymore and just took the easy way out.
So yeah jax, I did apply to become a mod. However, I did not apply to be ganged up on, and unfairly treated by the rest of the team. Citrinate needs to fix his communication skills with everyone, plain and simple. He shouldn't be selfish to the members of the community as everyone has feelings. As time went on after past events, it seems the problem was not with me, but more so with this whole system in place and the uproar the community has started proves this.
Anyway, I am over all of it now. Just would like for this whole site to move on for the better for the sake of the Private server.